Life begins with a smile. No tears.

So far 2011 treated me well. Evryday im gettin happier. I feels like im the happiest girl in the world. Hihi. So my motto is no tears, I hope it remains till forever.

Diagnostic test.

HOMG form 5 is is much tiring. Unexpected. So this week i have Diagnostic test. It is for recalled back form4 syllabus. On the first day, i had Bahasa Malaysia, Mathematics and Chemistry. Alhamdulillah everything i can did it well, just form Bm much harder than i thought. Today, I had English, Agama Islam, Add maths and EST. Quite easy. Alhamdulillah. So i just hope for the last 3 subject will make my test complete with happiness. Amin.

Back to school.

3 January 2011, school school! I am not ready enough for form 5, but I can't wait for school! Hihi this year will be final year as a school student. I will study hard as I can. Stop sleeping at class, give when teacher teach me. I will do my best as I can. Hope tomorrow will be the best day of school. Hihi can't eait to see all my classmates, schoolmates :) Miss them so fuckin much!

New Year, is coming again!

Hello peeps! Hihi its 2011 already is it? Can't believe it. Life moves pretty fast. HOMG. I wish all of you starts this year with a good attitude, personality, change everything from bad to good. This year is my Spm year, and its like so kill my ass off but I will do the best for my future. I want change my life, my study time, online time, pray to Allah, respect the others. I hope this year will be the most fabulous year for me and for all of you too :) I wish i have good result for my Spm. I will study smart as i do it now. Please forgive all my sins of my past. Start a new life, friends. Thre's nothing much I wanna said. But my last wishes is I hope everyone will be happy forever. Happy New Year! <3

'Harimau Malaya'

Firstly, sorry caused has not been updated my blog. I'm so busy, nowdays. On 29 December 2010, which is my birthday, I am proud enough to be Malaysian. LIKE FUCKIN SERIOUSLY! Our football team won againts Indonesia on AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 with agg 4-2. Every Malaysian waited for this moment for a long time, and now they all showed it to the world that Malaysia also have a great team! It's like a miracle. And now everyone talked talked talked about this. Hihi I know, this is the time that we should proud of them. Khairul Fahmi, Malaysia goal keeper has amazed everyone. He will be a legend, someday. You're such a good keeper, man! Keep it up. Congratulations to our another player, Safee Sali has crowned as The Top Scorer, you're such a good striker, Safee. I hope this all this will maintain till forever and will show the world a good performance. I know 'Malaysia Boleh!' Congratulations Malaysia!

I miss you, Amirul. Missed you so fuckin much. I can't stand it anymore. I wish there's have better word to tell you that I miss you and I love you. This is for you <3

The Moffats -Missyou Like Crazy

Im just so tired -,-

I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of wishing I could start all over. I'm tired of not being able to just let go. I'm tired of faking it. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of being angry. I' tired of needing help. Most of all, I'm just tired of being tired.