Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Anything. For You.


Even i'm not the one for you, but I'd rather have a bad times with you than good times with someone else. I'd rather be beside you in a storm, then safe and warm by myself. I'd rather have hard times together, then to have it easy part. Can't you understand my feelings? Its like i sacrifice my life for you.

I'm in love with him :D

                                          I love you, Cache Crawford <3333

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Cute Love Story.

Can I have a boyfriend like this?

Read this "HATE LETTER". This is a love letter from a boy to a girl. However the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship and so the boy wrote this letter to the girl. He knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter.

1. The great love that I have for you
2. is gone, and find my dislike for you
3. grows everyday when I see you
4. I do not even like your face
5. the one thing i want to do is to
6. look at other girls, I never wanted to
7. marry you. Our last conversation
8. was very boring and has not 
9 made me look forward to seeing you again
10. you think only yourself
11. if we were married, I know that i would find
12. live very difficult, and i would have no
13. pleasure in living with you, I have a heart
14. to give, but it is not something that
15. I want to give you. No one is more
16. foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17. able to care for me and help me
18. I sincerely want you to understand that
19. I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20. If you think this is the end. Do not try
21. to answer this. Your letter are full of
22. things that not interest me. You have no
23. true love for me. Goodbye! Believe me,
24. I do not care for you. Please do not think
25. that I am still your boyfriend.

So bad! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "read between the lines", meaning only to read 1,3,5,7,9,11,13,15,17,,19,31,23,25 (odd numbers). So, please try reading it again! It is so sweet :)

This is quite true :D

                       This is what we called circle of life.




               At age 4 success in not peeing in your pants.
               At age 12 success is having friends.
               At age 18 success is having a driving license.
               At age 25 success is having sex.
               At age 25 success is having money.
               At age 50 success is having money.
               At age 60 sex is having sex.
               At age 70 success is having driving license.
               At age 75 success is having friends.
               At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants.

Friday, December 3, 2010

I love this song forever :)

"Chasing Cars"

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world? 

For broken hearted :)

I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You fell like your heart is falling apart, but not only that but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you it fells impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why you do still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feels a sense of relief like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever.  And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them. And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you fell and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feelings starter to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know, you've had enough. the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you dont care who see's. Because you have spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. and in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "it will be okay..." But you know it won't. And that's the truth, it won't. And you look back on all of the heart you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learn to hide it so that everyone thinks you're okay. So now everytime you see this person, you know you still love them, and you fell a slight tingle in your heart yearning from them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.

December to remember.

DECEMBER is the last month of 2010. I hope it will the most month that is more exciting :) More lucky, happy moment not tears.